// days like today, it would be nice to have a girlfriend. //

haha too bad, erebody things im a conceited gay man HAHAHA forever alone for sure.

// To whom it may concern, or doubt themselves. (personal post)//

No matter what i do, there’s always the lingering question of doubt in my mind. Why would you erase me? Even when i dedicated my all to “us”. I have flaws sure, but really was i that easy to forget? Am i that easy to hate? You see, blessed are the forgetful, for they get even the better of their blunders; its true. But why?

Why do we live in a society where ignorance is bliss?

Why must we all be so blind to how beautiful each and everyone one of us are on our own?

I’m guilty of it myself, but sitting here on tumblr im constantly reminded at the fact that you’re all fucking beautiful. So many of you question that, doubt it, but why? Because someones skin is less blemished? her eyes are bluer? Her dreams more true? Bullshit you have a light shining just as bright, the days may get cloudy but theres someone out there that needs your light to guide them through and even darker moment than yours.  life gets rough, shit gets messy but theres always tomorrow..

Learn from what this shit tosses your way, (this shit being life) and run with it.  Even in my once lovers now distant memories hate for me, i realize the sun never sets or rises on one person.. I was mistaken to think that. The only sun rise and sun set is the one i see in my own eyes.

The same goes for you, for it rises on all of us, and everyone is so beautiful, creative and wonderful. Dont lose sight of it. Dont ever forget that, Dont ever quit.

With love and much sincerity- Josh.

ps. im always here to listen. even if its just a whisper on the wind.